If it doesn't challenge u, it won't change u.

hey..
i know it's been a long time since i've bothered to update but...... 
i'm going to try taking this as sumthing that matters again... Well, this time, 
i hope i find sumthing that keeps me going because i obviously haven't found that inner drive i used to possess... *grin*
but wait...like i said before..I actually can sleep at night and know that i have sumthing to wake up for the next morning. 
It's not one of those unbearable, dreaded days. I don't want to lose this again, just like i did a few months ago...
aiyuuuu..man terrible loh, i used to sleep at 5am in the morning, sitting infront of my laptop during wee hours doing nothing.. NOTHING! D: super no life =(

i remind myself again and again that i shouldn't be so busy worrying about nonsensical stressed up shit.I shouldn't be so caught up in embracing that very "hopeless" moment. I should be doing sumthing else, shouldn't i har? Enjoy this, maybe.... It's a pleasure to have everything i love surrounding me.. My family, friends, and.... FOOD~~ etc. i must appreciate.. i have to.  

anyway.. i'll be heading to Shanghai next thursday, for a 7D6N trip.. i know wrong timing but its my 21st birthday present for myself, besides.. i hope it could help me a lil bit in my 3D portfolio. OMG im super excited! xD i love traveling.. 

i love visiting interesting places and meeting new people... It is connected with getting to know other cultures and traditions which is surely valuable...confirm valuable!! 

Secondly...it is usually said that journeys educate..so whilst travelling as well as exploration we can make our knowledge wider and wider!! hahaha..and also we'll become more experienced and ready to cope with surrounding world if we learn sumthing while being in journey too... 

" Twenty years from now u will be more disappointed  by the things that u didn't do than by the ones u did do.

So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in ur sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."  -- Mark Twain

before i go, here's my 2nd 3D work. Cafe Interior design..

half done .

random facts :
More Monopoly money is printed in a year, than real money printed throughout the world.
More people are killed annually by donkeys than die in air crashes.
More people use blue toothbrushes, than red ones.
Mosquitoes have teeth.